What is the saddest thing about you and why?

The saddest thing about me is that I believe in people very easily and have been duped many times. This may be due to my weakness that if somebody tells about their problems, I melt and give away money and things very easily. Even the money I give as a loan will not be returned taking my innocence (?) as an advantage. 

I have been used for their selfish motto's by many people and end of the day, I become the scapegoat. This has happened many times in my life, still, I won't learn a lesson. I believe that I should not change my nature because of some selfish people. I will lose my identity if I do so. 

I am learning to be happy with the way I am.